hii jesse.. Am happy to be received mails from you.. I faced a problem. I loved a girl a who was my friend from 3 years and i proposed her for marriage but she didn't accept. She used to talk even her personal matters with me and she used to hold my hand in theaters but i never showed any sexual feelings on her. She herself proposed a boy later. Am feeling very insulted for that. I have a lots of feelings on her, i want to fuck her but never showed them treating her as a good cultured girl. Now i have got totally make over and after looking at me outside unexpectedly she again contacted me and asked to be friends again. Actually my best feature in physic is i look beautiful and i have a fair skin by god's grace. My zodiac sign is scorpio and her is capricon, she is nine months elder to me. Now what is she expecting from me and should i have to proceed for sexual relationship with her.. Please guide me