Masculine Polarity

What comes to mind for me about this topic is the reason why I dont like to drink and try to talk to women. When I'm sober I'm in the moment, I'm aware of what I'm saying and I have little tolerance for childish bs. But when I'm drinking and talking to women sex becomes the goal, my senses become dull, I become extremely passive and I let women just say whatever they want and get away with it because I dont want to argue I just want some ass which makes me look needy, desperate, or a push over with no back bone or all of the above. And most importantly I end up settling for a woman I dont want.

Drinking also puts me to sleep and am well known for going to sleep in parties if I do get a smiggen of alcohol in me. Drinking sucks anyways, we'll do better without it and grow better.